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Grief and loss

A loss other people cannot see

Grief for a future, with no body, no funeral and no witnesses, and a set of forwarded messages that turn out not to be sound.

6 lessons36 minutes in total

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6 lessons, and none of them are timed
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If you are having thoughts of ending your life, tell someone today and contact your doctor or an emergency service today. If the loss is coming back in images that arrive without warning, or in nightmares, if you are avoiding more and more places and people because of it, or if you feel detached from your own body or that things are not real, that is a different picture from grief and it has its own treatment. Take it to a clinician rather than to a course.

What this course teaches

Acceptance and commitment therapy

The claim is that the fight against the feeling costs more than the feeling. So the work is willingness rather than acceptance in the sense of approval, stepping back from the thoughts rather than arguing them down, and moving toward what matters while the grief is still there.

Why this one

Psychological support reduces distress in people experiencing infertility, and cognitive behavioural approaches did best in that pooling. For loss after perinatal death the reviewers found the evidence insufficient to say whether formal support helps, which is a statement about what has been studied and not about you, and it is why this course keeps what it offers small.

What this course will not do

Fertility medicine, and any decision about treatment. This course is about carrying it, not about what to do next medically.

Six short lessons for infertility, miscarriage and stillbirth. It names what has happened as a bereavement and explains why it is treated as less than one, which is a mechanism rather than an accident. It corrects the theology gently, including the widely forwarded reports about a miscarried child that are graded weak, and it puts the sound material in their place. The one change it teaches is not a technique. It is giving the loss standing in the world.

Who this is for

Anyone who has lost a pregnancy at any stage, anyone who has had a stillbirth, and anyone who has been trying for a child for a long time and is grieving something month after month. It is also for a husband, who is very often grieving without anyone asking him about it. It assumes no clinical background and no training in the sacred sciences.

What this is not

This course does not process the loss with you. It will not ask you to describe the scan, the delivery, the phone call or the moment you were told, and it will not ask you to write letters to your child or to go back over it in order to feel less. Repeated revisiting is a treatment, it belongs with a trained clinician, and building it yourself from a webpage goes wrong. This course gives no fatwa. It will not tell you whether your child is washed, shrouded, named or prayed over, because the schools differ and that is your scholar's answer to give. It does not claim that anything you feel affects whether you conceive.

The lessons

6

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