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The moment you start describing a thought you are back in the water with it, sorting and explaining and defending. What you are training is the vantage point, not the material. It also means nothing private ever lands on the page, which makes the practice much easier to do honestly when you are somewhere you would rather not be understood.
Be tolerant and command what is right: pay no attention to foolish people (Quran 7:199). There is permission here not to enter the exchange at all, which applies to arguments happening inside your own head.
الأعراف
خُذِ ٱلۡعَفۡوَ وَأۡمُرۡ بِٱلۡعُرۡفِ وَأَعۡرِضۡ عَنِ ٱلۡجَٰهِلِينَ
Be tolerant and command what is right: pay no attention to foolish people
Qur’an 7:199read it in the library
Translation: M.A.S. Abdel Haleem, The Qur'an, Oxford University Press, 2004.
In a laboratory study of 516 social drinkers, alcohol increased aggression mainly among those who dwelt on the provocation, suggesting that dwelling is the bridge between being wound up and lashing out. Going over the content is the part that carries anger forward. It was a lab task with drinkers rather than a study of journaling, so read it as a reason to be careful with rumination and not as proof about writing things down.
Borders A, Giancola PR. (2011). Trait and state hostile rumination facilitate alcohol-related aggression.. Journal of studies on alcohol and drugs doi
Strength of evidence: one line of research. A single study, or a theoretical account.
Getting into the content pulls you back into the current, and the whole point was staying on the bank.
The alarm sits early in the chain, which is why it beats you to a conclusion. Speed is what it is for, and accuracy is not.
If you want to start noticing what goes on inside you, start with the urges. The pull to speak, to stand up, to say the cutting thing: those have a push behind them that thoughts and moods do not.
Writing down what happened puts a little distance between you and it. Later you are not inside the row any more, you are a person reading about one.